Ah.. Still Confused..

Some people say, I actually am a genius (the word 'genius' is too high I guess, maybe just 'smart' can do).

But why do they treat me like an idiot?

Like they are always and always smarter than me?

Unlike other people, I always thrive to understand things. Deeper.

Sometimes I wonder if they really understand those things or not.

But they don't even realize.. that they actually don’t understand.

For example, they actually don’t understand those lessons the way they should be understood.

And they thought what they know is enough. But it is not.

So why am I the stupidest of all?

Is it because I forget things?

Is it because I can’t comprehend to what they said?

Is it because I always have different way of thinking than theirs, so it’s kinda hard to explain to me something in their way of thinking, or vice versa?

Or am I just suck in communication? And social life?
Or is it because I always act foolish? And make myself a clown?

So what’s the reason? What is it?

-this post is edited already. the words are nicer than before. hoho. *santa's laugh* -